I Actually Got PHYSICALLY Healed by Forgiving Them

In 2002 I got in a car accident and have suffered back pains for 10 years.
I have begun to believe God to fully heal me over the last 3 years...but before then I just said temporary relief prayers and used various medical treatments. Many, many people have prayed for my complete healing...and I still wait..believe..but wait.

Two weeks ago, I began to pray things like..."Lord, I am sad praying to you with so much pain in my back, I know you want to heal me....so why aren't I healed yet", "This isn't cool God." The pain in my neck and upper back region was tense and I could not even bend my neck fully towards my ear without pain.

On Good Friday (Friday before Resurrection /Easter Sunday) I went to service and Pastor Lambert spoke on few profound topics but it was the part on Forgiveness that kept me looking deeply at the condition of my heart. I began to forgive the 1st person who came to mind but it was the 2nd that I began to negotiate with God regarding. You see, 3 months prior a man murdered my cousin. I was very close to her and though he was in jail, the trial was still on going and I kept my discussions of him very minimal...though I wish that ALL come to Christ...the level of rage and hate I initially had towards him was something I have never felt before and I hope to never again. Yet in that Good Friday service, I thought it would be stupid to end up before the Lord and not enter into the kingdom because of the hate I had towards this person who I often call "that idiot". (This is real talk people).

So I said..."I choose to forgive him". I went to the alter, no one layed hands on me, no one actually prayed over me directly that I am aware of...yet the Lord began to remind me of several others (people and companies) who I had held in my heart and not really forgave for the way they treated me. So I prayed... I felt a tug around my head and neck and I said...I am getting fully free today...today.
I walked away from the service, much lighter and filled with satisfying peace.

I began to think....I wonder if my healing is connected to my unforgiveness? I am going to wait a few days and try my neck.
MONDAY MORNING.....I could bend my neck to my shoulder with NO PAIN AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Genuinely Forgiving people in my heart....healed my body???!!!!!!!!
By His stripes...I am healed? Could also read...He took stripes so that the Father would FORGIVE them...and in that...FORGIVENESS...I am healed. WOWOWOWOWOWOW!
Jesus is real. Lord....extend your sceptre...release more revelation of these things...may your people experience more healing and justice as we Love & Forgive, Love & Forgive, Love and... Forgive.

Christmas Day was April 12, 2012

Merry Christmas!
It 'twas the night before Christmas and all through my house, a few creatures were stirring but none were a mouse!

It was late on the night of April 11th and I could not sleep, it felt that it was the night before Christmas. That level of excitement and anticipation does not happen often in life since most events do not match Christmas day when you are a child so its a relevant memory by the time you are an adult.
So I put on worship music from the devotional playlist from ihop.org...I worshipped and agreed with God, worshipped and agreed. I did not know what I was agreeing with specifically yet I decided to agree with Him and worship. I finally went to sleep.

I arose the next morning and greeted my dad with, "Merry Christmas", he looked at me funny and laughed it off. A little while later a friend called and I greeted her, "Merry Christmas", I told her about the night before and let her know that today was Christmas. There are a few of us who are anticipating miracles of miracles in this month of Nissan (Jewish calendar) which ends April 22. Christmas gifts from our heavenly Father...would make perfect sense to us that live in His favor, respect His word and understand the prophetic. The day went on.

Midday I get a call and the same friend who agreed with me in faith and declaration that morning, said that someones facebook status stated, " I just got a Christmas card today! I sent it to someone in December but it was the wrong address and it just returned to me today".

I could not believe it....it really is Christmas!!! So we became encouraged. A little while later that facebook status was updated and the mother of the girl got a report from the doctor....NOW CANCER FREE!!!! What God?!!!- healings... and Christmas in April....KEEP IT COMING!

I was excited and kept listening out for the phone, waiting on the delivery of the mail and emails to receive Christmas gifts! And yet I did not receive any...so I took a nap...had a dream that I was given an invitation to a birthday party...I think it was a surprise. When I woke up I had an invitation to a wedding from my friend Angel....so I get an invitation to a wedding by an Angel? Ok Lord.

Then I get an email, my friends grandmother had gone home to be with the Lord the week before so her home was being flooded with flowers and bereavement cards. She walks into the kitchen and there was a new card....it was a Christmas card!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT???

So the Lord is going out of His way to let me know He is moving...BIG time for me...and before my heart can settle in doubt or discouragement...He kept it coming... so it goes----I felt it's Christmas, 2 separate people get Christmas cards, I get an invitation from an Angel to a wedding and then a dream inviting me to a surprise birthday party......LORD Thank You for these gifts.....Merry Christmas.
I look to you with expectation....you will not pass me by...it is my time for your miracles of miracles...healing, revival, currency, profit, land, job offered well, salvation in my family, the deep desirs of my heart and more intimate encouters with the Holy Spirit. Thank you, my time...our time is now.
Abba, you are Faithful...Merry Christmas.